Tender touch of lips after hungry nibble
Peace after hours of ripple
Finding pleasure in teasing pain
Doesn’t ever go in vain
Lying on earth and touching the sky
Feeling the body float and fly
Bashful mornings after loving nights
Yearnings after contented desires
Tuesday, March 22, 2005
Monday, March 14, 2005
The joy of being [1]
The look in his eyes told that he thought I was wacky.
But I did not care. I was beginning to enjoy the breeze. Its touch on my skin seemed to take away my thoughts and move me into nothingness. I felt it all over me and then I felt nothing at all. Standing in the middle of the boat, I opened my arms and let the breeze touch me completely.
The sun was blazing, but did I feel it? The warmth that emancipated from within me had a cooling effect. The light within me was much stronger than the one I could see around and I smiled. He asked me, “Why are you smiling?” “No reason.” I replied.
But I think I did have a reason to smile. The reason was the bliss of being and feeling alive. The joy was of being able to enjoy nature in its entirety and of being able to feel one with the universe.
But I did not care. I was beginning to enjoy the breeze. Its touch on my skin seemed to take away my thoughts and move me into nothingness. I felt it all over me and then I felt nothing at all. Standing in the middle of the boat, I opened my arms and let the breeze touch me completely.
The sun was blazing, but did I feel it? The warmth that emancipated from within me had a cooling effect. The light within me was much stronger than the one I could see around and I smiled. He asked me, “Why are you smiling?” “No reason.” I replied.
But I think I did have a reason to smile. The reason was the bliss of being and feeling alive. The joy was of being able to enjoy nature in its entirety and of being able to feel one with the universe.
Friday, March 11, 2005
Full Circle
And here I am
Once again
A full circle
Once again
On the same plane
Once again
Life doesn’t seem to move further
Why can’t it be that it moved in spirals?
The point where I started
Is the point I am on again
Only older and weary
Crestfallen and teary
I am called strong
And looked up to, with awe
I, who faces strong winds,
And flaming sun
Who drenches in morose rains
And Chilly nights
I withstand this and more
And I keep walking
Only to see
Yet again that full circle
In front of me
I feel no pride in your awe of me
I feel weak within
And I may soon give up
This fight to live
I don’t want full circles now
I want to move further
Once again
A full circle
Once again
On the same plane
Once again
Life doesn’t seem to move further
Why can’t it be that it moved in spirals?
The point where I started
Is the point I am on again
Only older and weary
Crestfallen and teary
I am called strong
And looked up to, with awe
I, who faces strong winds,
And flaming sun
Who drenches in morose rains
And Chilly nights
I withstand this and more
And I keep walking
Only to see
Yet again that full circle
In front of me
I feel no pride in your awe of me
I feel weak within
And I may soon give up
This fight to live
I don’t want full circles now
I want to move further
Saturday, March 05, 2005
Resolve
My damaged wings I'd heal again
and the failed flight I'd re- begin,
My silent eyes'd speak like the volcano within
and my strength'd flow like a river unhidden
I may fly close to the ground but I will fly again
I won't be impeded after my essence I re-gain
and the failed flight I'd re- begin,
My silent eyes'd speak like the volcano within
and my strength'd flow like a river unhidden
I may fly close to the ground but I will fly again
I won't be impeded after my essence I re-gain
Friday, March 04, 2005
The cherubic Teacher
A tear drop in those dark eyes was about to drop
And if it did, her dampened eyes would make my heart stop
The scarlet lips were in a curve and about to wail
And when they would, my entire being would quail
Time came to a standstill.
Or I wish it did.
A Prayer I sent upwards
For this moment to go back or at least stay
One more moment and I would die
For I could never bear to see her cry
The cherubic girl was in deep grief
And I had been the cause of this mischief
Being an adult only in a physical sense
I lost touch with innocence and its essence
I prayed yet again for her smile to return
And opened my arms to let the anguish burn
The dark eyes now were moist like dew
And her scarlet lips with a smile anew
I am “sowwy” she told me in a voice so pure
And I held her tight for I had no other cure
She taught me yet another lesson
Of innocence, of faith, of giving and of love
Of being true and of healing from angels above
And if it did, her dampened eyes would make my heart stop
The scarlet lips were in a curve and about to wail
And when they would, my entire being would quail
Time came to a standstill.
Or I wish it did.
A Prayer I sent upwards
For this moment to go back or at least stay
One more moment and I would die
For I could never bear to see her cry
The cherubic girl was in deep grief
And I had been the cause of this mischief
Being an adult only in a physical sense
I lost touch with innocence and its essence
I prayed yet again for her smile to return
And opened my arms to let the anguish burn
The dark eyes now were moist like dew
And her scarlet lips with a smile anew
I am “sowwy” she told me in a voice so pure
And I held her tight for I had no other cure
She taught me yet another lesson
Of innocence, of faith, of giving and of love
Of being true and of healing from angels above
The Sigmoid curve?
Are we like the banks of a river
coming neither close nor going far ?
Are we here just for today
standing by each other with no tomorrow?
Do we just feel the presence of each other
and not the real call to be together?
and if we may be the banks with no tomorrow
and if we never may be together
do we give up on each other
or stand by for one another
now and for ever..!
coming neither close nor going far ?
Are we here just for today
standing by each other with no tomorrow?
Do we just feel the presence of each other
and not the real call to be together?
and if we may be the banks with no tomorrow
and if we never may be together
do we give up on each other
or stand by for one another
now and for ever..!
if you close that door on me
i would really feel empty
of joys i would be devoid
so can we just avoid
the clashes of ego
that should have melted long ago
i say with a tone of love n longing
with a strong sense of belonging
please dont go away from me
nor in body or in soul
but if you still close that door on me
I would really feel empty
on having a notion of love so complete
for a man who was yet incomplete
* this was in response to a poem posted by Jyo*
i would really feel empty
of joys i would be devoid
so can we just avoid
the clashes of ego
that should have melted long ago
i say with a tone of love n longing
with a strong sense of belonging
please dont go away from me
nor in body or in soul
but if you still close that door on me
I would really feel empty
on having a notion of love so complete
for a man who was yet incomplete
* this was in response to a poem posted by Jyo*
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