the scent of the unknown.

I have not been here in a long time- my blog space that is. I have not had a poem in my soul for a long time now. I don't know why. I come here and read all that I have written and I don't even think its written by me.

There is something that is missing, a part of me perhaps? Or a thought? I don't know what it is, but deep in my heart there is a hollow feeling that something does not feel right.

I could be mistaken, this could be me.. simply reacting to me being sick for a long time.

There is a hint of scent that I keep noticing around me. I know it from somewhere or someone . . , I am not sure. It drives me mad, not to know why in my deepest thoughts, this scent suddenly makes me stir and makes me restless. Its not a thought, it doesn't even have an origin or an originator.. but it is there.. just there.

what is more troubling is that i keep feeling that I have spoken of breathing this scent before, I don't remember to whom or when. I don't want to lose myself in an abyss, but I may eventually land there.

I feel a power of an unknown scent
a whiff of air or is it a moment
I feel the pull of an unknown magic
completely divine or may be tragic
A name rises from the deep realms
reaches the lips and suddenly melts
only to become a teardrop and be felt.