the scent of the unknown.

I have not been here in a long time- my blog space that is. I have not had a poem in my soul for a long time now. I don't know why. I come here and read all that I have written and I don't even think its written by me.

There is something that is missing, a part of me perhaps? Or a thought? I don't know what it is, but deep in my heart there is a hollow feeling that something does not feel right.

I could be mistaken, this could be me.. simply reacting to me being sick for a long time.

There is a hint of scent that I keep noticing around me. I know it from somewhere or someone . . , I am not sure. It drives me mad, not to know why in my deepest thoughts, this scent suddenly makes me stir and makes me restless. Its not a thought, it doesn't even have an origin or an originator.. but it is there.. just there.

what is more troubling is that i keep feeling that I have spoken of breathing this scent before, I don't remember to whom or when. I don't want to lose myself in an abyss, but I may eventually land there.

I feel a power of an unknown scent
a whiff of air or is it a moment
I feel the pull of an unknown magic
completely divine or may be tragic
A name rises from the deep realms
reaches the lips and suddenly melts
only to become a teardrop and be felt.

when silences speak

words etch into the heart
rhythms make the soul dance
mind takes a surreal flight
when silences speak

I remember

I remember

the first words
the first steps
the first look
the first kiss

I remember

The last kiss
the last look
the last steps
the last words


I remember

The joy beaming
the passions brimming
the Ecstasy building

I remember

The sadness engulfing
the heart tearing
the spirit dwindling

I remember

Dewy

the dewdrops on the flower petals
and on blades of the morning grass
twinkling in the rising shine
all things look divine

dewdrop ,
you are born everyday anew
for the seeking earth consumes,
the lusty sun evaporates,
all that you have to give.

yet you live and laugh
for the loving trees shelter
and the giving flowers nurture
making you what you are!

Dewy

Musings

As I grow older, and as I experience life and relationships I find that I have greater sense of my worth as a woman and who I am as a person.

I am more comfortable in my skin than I was a few years or even a few months ago.

I also am ready for the next stage of my life and the excitement is just making me twinkle to the core!~


I am not restless, but am footloose . I devour each moment in life and sometimes even live a life in a moment.

I am who I am right now because of who I have been in the past. The journey has been rewarding and exciting.